Quote by LordEndervonHellsingPlease tell me that you got my reply to your message...

Yup. I got your reply. I'm sorry about the rant earlier. Anytime I say I'm going to see my friends or my fiance (even for a day or two), its like everyone jumps on me saying, "you forgot to do this, or I need this finished... etc". It really gets crazy and get on my nerves. ' What will happen when I am gone for good?

I'm sorry about your computer. I can relate to that completely. I myself am off and online now and again. Its closing in on the 4th of July and everything and everyone's been kinda crazy. We've got family reunions too. It seems like everyone wants to get together during the summer and catch up. ^^ I like most of them, but some of the reunions... I don't know many there and they are all much much older than myself. I need to know what stories they have to tell... you know, to tell my kids (if I ever have any)... that way the past still lives, you know?

I'm on hiatus still. I'm in another county, same state spending time with friends. I'm actually going to try to relax a little but still get things accomplished. ^^ I'm actually going fishing tomorrow. I haven't done that since I was a kid. It sounds fun and its more for sitting, talking, and just being with friends and family anyways... not really about the fish.

I hope your computer will recover. I think that you'll be alright without it. I'll be here now and again like I always have been... and I'm not moving anytime soon, so I'll be right here. ^^
Take care my friend.

merged: 07-12-2008 ~ 04:11pm

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingWell I see you .
It has been some time. I hope you will read my message sometime soon. So: the things are getting completely hectic, I am loosing my head and rests of sanity with it (What, Sanity is for the weak ) and doing 300 things at once. Namely, I am helping Poles on emigration. Welcome to the jungle . Sorry for being incoherent but I barely had some sleep this week and I am dealing with complete nuts lately so I hope you will understand. I will see you later .

New layout eh? ^^ I guess we're thinking alike. Mine is kinda dark, so perhaps I'll change it to a lighter shade of black? We'll see. I understand the busy thing... I've been having to do this, that, and the other thing for I can't remember how long. I hope that things will be allright with all your many duties/list of things to do. BTW: Go you for helping others. I too will be here and there for awhile. Things will slow down eventually, I'm sure. ^^

Take care of yourself and know I'm thinking of you and wishing you the best, my friend.

merged: 07-17-2008 ~ 11:38pm
Somewhat proto version of what I have in mind. Lemme know if not too spicy, but unfortunately I had problems with finding the proper image of girl...
Well, if it will go right, it will look awesome.

Its not too saucy. ^^ The girl doesn't quite fit with the fire fiend behind her, but the girl isn't bad (perhaps a filter, some softness, or some color matching/shading to match the fiend would work). I wonder if you can find another image and somehow blend her in with him better... simliar image type perhaps. Maybe you could make the girl and the fiend one... like one in the same or an alter ego/familiar? Either way, its really wonderful. Again I'm flattered by the spiffy banner. ^^ I have another pic or two you're welcome to try with it that might blend better. I've got to find them, but the image is pretty cool. Do whatever you want, you've always made awesome stuff.

Btw my internet is on the fritz and I can't seem to stay online for more than a moment. Also, I will try to mail you again. I haven't been able to even start on your gift and it might take awhile. Perhaps by the time I finish it, I'll be able to afford the postage for it. ...and I haven't been able to get any of the pieces/parts to it yet. I've looked, but I haven't found what I wanted to use to make it anywhere. I wonder if I could maybe get my parents to start looking for them too. I can't afford much of anything right now, but I can sure send you another letter. I hope this one makes it there... and soon! There's no telling where our missing letters end up (my guess is in another dimension)... Anyways, a new letter shall be sent out for you very soon (tomorrow or the next day) to read. I'll have to borrow some money for postage again, but luckily I don't have to pay in blood. ...now that I think of it, if I did donate some blood... I could make some serious money... they pay some serious cash for blood plasma here...

Oh! I promise there is no ranting in it! I've decided that I, like all Americans, gripe too much about everything. We don't realize how good we have it. We complain about not having more when we already have so much. It makes me feel bad to rant to you anyways. I'm glad you don't seem to overly mind listening to me, but you don't deserve to hear it when you know its bs. So... no ranting... or a large reduction in the ranting department. ^^

merged: 08-06-2008 ~ 09:42am
Hey you! ^^ Where'd you go? Its been quite some time since I've heard from you. I hope you're alright. I mailed another letter awhile back... I don't know if the letter got to you. I'm sure its a tad weird. Not much had been going on, but I still wanted to write you... even if it was nothing important. Take care, and I hope you say "hi" soon, my immortal friend.

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingHello Elizabeth. I am back from my exile, finaly after a year. I am sorry that I have not informed you any time sooner, as I am still catching up with everything that I missed.
You know, I remembered our conversations from a year before. About our ages, about how many people would give us. Not so long ago I had a chance to taste this so-called 'adult's world. And you know what? Theese so-called 'adults' are 'irritating little brats'. They are plotting against each other at all times, talking behind their backs, forming cross frinedships, that in fact can't be called friendship. Going into adulthood is like trading away your innocence... But only on your own wish. I did not wished for that, so I am planning to remain as I was forever and even longer.
So. How it has been for you through this year? I had been through all kinds of situtaion, most of them including my kinsmen and unpleasant. I hope it was better for you.

hey... I thought you would disappear from Minitokyo for all eternity. Life's worse than it ever was but then not much has changed really. Though I'm kinda slacking off at school, my average As became Bs and Cs. I've had an interest in vampire books lately though I don't really believe in them. I changed schools and high school sucks completely... Everyone's so ridiculous, makes me wonder if humans really have anything in that nutshell of a head of theirs. I see your life isn't all that sunny and bright either.

YAHOOOOOOOOO!
*HUG*
Hej!

I'm really glad you thought of me........ I?m really super happy right about now
But 'm studying for matura and i'm going to have exams the vhole week so i cant talk till then.
Oh, gotta go....gotta studdy........ Byeeee Master !

...I've been looking again... and I also found more on a live action version of Neon Genesis Evangelion... http://s9.zetaboards.com/liveactionanime/topic/239092/1/#new
The link above has links to more pics, you just have to look. ^^

Page down and look through the threads... they've got the concept drawings.
I'm not impressed with their suits but the EVAs... are interesting... O_O

Edit: Pics have been removed due to size error, me being a goober and not knowing about the movie sooner and annoyingness in trying to scroll down your page.
Hope you don't mind!

Hi! thanks for the post on my thread
Mmmm... u like being cold rather than hot weather. Ya, winter is definitely your season.
Hope ur country, winter coming soon.
Cya around in MT

I am FINALLY home and I read your letter. ^^
Thanks so much for writing me again. *must write back immediately*
I've been gone for the past two weeks with friends and I've been looking for a place to get married. I found somewhere I like... I think it'll be on top of a mountain. Yes, I'm crazy... and a tad afraid of heights (I said something about it in the letter), but... its awesome. I'll take some pictures and send you some. I don't have any pics right now to send to you in the mail, but I will try to get some better ones when we go there again (which will be soon). ^^

I'm sorry I've been gone for so long, I hope you can forgive me for taking so long to reply. I hope you are doing well and I shall write you soon!

merged: 04-21-2008 ~ 10:57am
--note:
I got a message that you didn't know if I'd gotten a message.
I haven't gotten any messages recently except for the one about me now being a humanoid typhoon. Other than that one, I didn't find anything from you email-wise. Sorry.

merged: 05-06-2008 ~ 05:08am

Quote by LordEndervonHellsing...
Phases out of the ceiling...
Impressive ^^. I can see that you've took in some changes in the layout .
This waiting os killing me. Everyday I chech the mail for some handwritten letter, and once I even saw some but it came out to be invitation to the Magic The Gathering tournament (yes, I participate in them more or less regularly, but I yet have to win anything ).
Anyway, hope to hear from you soon and probably I will surprise you with a little bit of something in a week or so ^^.

T_T I've been terrible because I left it at home! I can't make excuses, but I want to try to let you know what's been going on and why I haven't been online too.

OK, I MUST tell you what has happened to me and everyone here... I haven't been home in over a week (been at my brother's *out of state* helping them with their children, a death in the family, inlaws, working for them, etc), when I got home yesterday there had been a tornado and our shed and back yard is filled with a fallen tree. It fell on the shed, broke it and the fence in the corner. I also came home to find out my computer is dead. Dead completely, and not undead... (right now I'm borrowing a computer) so nothing wants to work with me or for me recently *sigh*. I even left my letter here before I left a weeks ago. It should be on its way tomorrow. I'm sorry I didn't get to mail it sooner... my brain nor anything else seems to want to work over here. Everything seems to be against me here right now. I'm trying to bear with it all and help my parents clean up after the storm and find a place to sleep here (there's no room really, but I make it work). There even had fatalities here, everyone was affected. I'm just glad everyone is alright and the house is still standing.

I hope things are better for you over there. I also hope I'm not complaining too much. Nomatter what happens, I'm looking forward to hearing from you (as are my parents too... I've read parts of your letter to them, they enjoy them). ^^ I don't know how much time I'll have on the computer, but we'll see. I hope you will forgive me for not mailing it earlier. I'm very sorry about forgetting. u_u I even included something in the letter that's new. I hope you'll like it/them, but we'll see. The letter/box will be soon, I promise! Take care and have a wonderful night and it will be there sooner than you think.

merged: 05-07-2008 ~ 02:02am

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingHum hum hum.
So, Rip it apears you got a taste of my usual life before, and even after I came to England (except for tornadoes, we didn't got them in Poland, and thankfully, we don't get'em here). Anyways. I hope that this taste will not last long, because it's generally bad for your health...
As for your computer, I can only offer you my condolences. I probably would find my previous computer dead as well if I was to return home (and where that is?), but I saved from it what mattered most.
Nights... Well, they are good here in England (except being filled with loneliness), the fullmoon not only makes me completely restless, but also looks exactly like in Hellsing and is sorta... Red. No, seriously, you would have to take look at it.
And you really don't have to be sorry for that you didn't sent the letter, it's all right, especially that you were away.
Anyway. My madness reached another level when I readed the parts of "And Shine Heaven Now" that I missed and came across a set of Alucard's forms. There, I saw The SuperSayanCard. The legend says that he will achieve that form when the ammount of forms he had taken cross 9000. And you know what? I already got 37 since yesterday, all with a description. ^^
Ja ne, hope life will get better for you really soon

I just got back from declaring all that's within your box. I can't believe how many nit picky forms you have to fill out, declare this, what is this or that, will it break, ... etc, but it is on its way finally (with a tiny surprise or two in it - as long as they don't break it...). ^^ I stuffed something I drew the other night into it as well. I also thought of adding my Rip pic, but I didn't send it after all. Perhaps next time, if you'd like to have it.

The red moon sounds lovely. ^^ Here, its suppoed to be a bad omen and sometimes its called a harvest moon. It usually means that the weather is going to change. Either way, I wish it would look that way here. I've only seen a blood red moon here a few times in my life, I'd love to see another one.

My older brother came by and cut the tree (mostly) off of the shed. We'll use it for firewood (now we've got plenty), so it all works out. I've got a lot of work ahead of me with moving the limbs, but the city is trying to help everyone by hauling the mess off. The damage to the fence can be repaired and won't cost very much. I can't believe all the damage that happened around town, electric lines down, flag poles bent, 100 year old trees just blown over -roots and all, and even some deaths. We live on a plateau, so tornados rarely hit here. It was a "freak" occurrance... without the zombies/ghouls. I think the ghouls would've been fun for target practice, though the damage would've been worse if that had happened instead.

As you've noticed, I have computer access again... well, its my little brother's who is kinda stingy about how much (if any) time I spend on it. I will try to send you little notes here and there when I'm "allowed" to use it. Take care and I hope life gets better for us both. We will survive, as my parents have always said, "come hell or high water...", we'll live though anything. ^^

merged: 05-20-2008 ~ 04:21pm

Quote by LordEndervonHellsing...You know that Geneon, company responsible for distributing and translating Hellsing in USA has fallen? And I just know why. Because not only they replaced tottaly awesome Alucard's voice with some pantywaist that goes by the name John Crispman, but also changed the wonderful music composed by japaneese guy and recorded in Philharmony of Warsaw for the music from matrix! How dare they. It's really now wonder thateverone relied on fansubs and thus, they couldn't sell enough to keep up.
Well, anyway, I sent the reply already. It is only as fitting that I will reply handwriting with handwriting ^^.
Ja ne, hear you soon ^^.

I had no clue about Geneon... BTW... I try to always rely on fansubs so nothing is cut out. When they Americanize anime they usually remove pieces of the content which sometimes makes the sotry confusing or just wrong. I can think of numberous instances where the Americanized version was so offtopic and the plot varied from the original Japanese that it would make you sick.

^^ So you got the package finally? I know it wasn't much, but I thought something simple would be nice. *hope nothing was removed or broken* I had to declare everything... its like, wtf else do you need to know... its paper and plastic and a little metal... no, its not leaking or spewing fumes... We're so paranoid anymore. To an extent, I can understand trying to be safe... but I suppose I have to rant about something.

I tried to send you something different and unexpected this time. I hope it wasn't stupid to send you what I did and I hope you liked them. A little piece of me overseas. ^^ Anyways, hope to hear from you again soon and take care.

merged: 06-07-2008 ~ 09:32am

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingI tried to tell you but minitokyo seems to really hate me. I hope you got the email...

I didn't see it.
Do you happen to remember what you wrote to me in a nutshell?

merged: 06-07-2008 ~ 10:37am

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingOk, although you may get the email later. Right.
So. I can say that at last I am back, permanently and for sure. And I can say it's damn good to be back . Now I feel even more like the guy from Knights of the Old Republic, because his strenght was to survive without force. I could survive without the internet, even if I was pretty miserable sometimes. But no more, my Eternal Friend! I am not planning to going on another exile any time soon. Probably not at all.
Sometimes, I saw that you were at the moments the last active member and then I got the thoughts like in the Lord of The Rings, at the Battle of Helm's Deep "King Theoden stands alone..." And then "Not alone." Well, I will get to reanimation of all groups that should be alive right away.
On a side note: I wonder if you got my letter that I sent the other day. I sent it with Royal Mail so it should be there by now.
Well, hope to hear you soon, Ja Ne.

Yup, I got it. I sent you a text message the other day about getting the letter. ^^

merged: 06-07-2008 ~ 08:26pm

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingI watched Hellsing OVA 04 again. And after a closer look at a fight between Alucard and Rip i figured out there is something wrong with me. I hated Alucard when he hit Rip in her face. It seemed so unnesessary. I mean, she is a nazi, a vampire, a killer and everything and all that didn't prevented feeling a resence to alucard. I guess there is something wrong with me.

There's nothing wrong with you. ^^ I never liked that part myself. Now that I think about it, if you look back at The Dawn... he lets the animated coffin karate chop her in the head. He might've punched her because she should've known better than to attack him again or to continue with the Millenium group or because she should've been a better, or more proud as a vampire. I don't like that he hit her, but it is Alucard. He's pretty vile when he wants to be. He's an extremely proud vampire, and when he's in a mood/bloodlust... he becomes more human with his wrath and anger. At least that's what I've seen with his behavior in his rage/bloodlust... his emotions take ahold to an extent.

merged: 06-10-2008 ~ 11:40am

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingSince I am back I have a lot of thinking "Men in black 2" way. You know, finally having everything in black, plus there is this MiB2 spoof trailer made with animations from Big O by VicBond 007, which fits suprisingly well. So: Scoop put it on. - what? - The last layout you'll ever have. Again... <doh>.
And I've been thinking, since I am not really changing my layout, but must add some music, som I've been thinking, if you could send me link and code for the Promised Land, and just it, because I love this song, and SOMEONE (like my bro, for example) deleted my first cd from FF VII AC soundtrack.
Also, I've thought about changing a banner for you and me, for one from Big O (sorry, can't get it out of my head) wth Dorothy and Roger. I mean, Eldar and a Space Marine are fine, especially with the sotry behind Gabriel ANgelos and Farseer Macha of Biel Tan... Well, suffice to say that in the end, Gabriel was called by Eldars "Gabriel of the hidden heart" and branded hope for the future of Eldars and humans (which means, they have been good friends despite the odds, you know, empire is pretty xenophobic sometimes...).
Or maybve I'll just make some banners and get it into sep[arate slideshow marked "All that I can't leave behind"
:3
Sorry for the randomness. I am, in fact, quite concious, it's just too much of sun (and for me, too much means more than five minutes).
Ja ne, see you later, my Eternal Friend
(LOL< space marines and Eldars are more or less eternal )

merged: 06-10-2008 ~ 10:29am
Wait! Wait. I got a better idea, with my new filters for photoshop. I would just need your photo, with your back against the wall, for the best and dressed in black + plus, of course, photo made from profile (you know, from the side). That might be quite interesting, actually...

Here's the song code with player and its on auto play... if it even posts right...
<div style="width:220px;height:55px;"><object width="220" height="55"><param name="movie" value="http://www.deezer.com/embedded/small-widget-v2.swf?idSong=12279&colorBackground=0xAE0000&textColor1=0xFFFFFF&colorVolume=0x660000&autoplay=1"></param><embed src="http://www.deezer.com/embedded/small-widget-v2.swf?idSong=12279&colorBackground=0xAE0000&textColor1=0xFFFFFF&colorVolume=0x660000&autoplay=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="220" height="55"></embed></object><br><font size='1' color ='#000000'>Discover <a href='http://www.deezer.com/en/-.html'>?</a>!</font></div>

A Big O banner sounds pretty nice. ^^ A photo of me dressed in black. ...humm... perhaps if I can find my little brother's digital camera somewhere I should be able to do that. It could be an interesting combinaiton...

merged: 06-10-2008 ~ 11:42am
Wow. My post is massive on your GB page... O_O

merged: 06-11-2008 ~ 10:44pm
...the pic...
day or night?
glasses or none?
any other preference?

I think I'll look funny either way, but I'm willing to try.
I'll have to get my little bro to take a pic of me in the duster jacket. It might be a few days, but I think I can get him to help. ^^

Occupation: Undead Palladin ...
That's great.

merged: 06-11-2008 ~ 10:58pm
Found this... live action Hellsing poster pic... with Seras as the main character? (so says the forums)

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingHey there! I've noticed that you are a member of Fullmetal Alchemist Fans, but you haven't been active there lately. Well, maybe because the group was abandoned by it's staff, but now we are reactivating it, so feel free to stop by from time to time . Hope that you will have a pleasant stay at Fullmetal Alchemist Fans RELOADED.

merged: 03-11-2007 ~ 08:02pm
Welcome back! Hope that you will like the new look .
BTW: Your avatar, with this grin, Onizuka looks a little like Greed .

Hehe thanks, yea he kinda does look like Greed now that you mention it.
Bah it's been quite awhile since I've been here...
Been so busy with Work and stuff kinda hectic...
Anyway cya around.

Yeah, I've been reading too much Trigun Maximum recently. I think I'll actually make a wallpaper out of some scans I have from the series. Oh, and I don't blame you for sending it over in a secure fashion. ^^ No worries.

I will have to agree, if Matrix Revolutions had ended like Final Fantasy Advent Children it would've been much more awesome. My only qualm about that is FFAC needed a longer battle at the end. Sephiroth didn't get enough screen time and they needed to fight more. I guess I'm a big fan of more drawn out battles, however... not to the point of DBZ drawn out battles (though I did like the series as a kid). I hope you enjoy Bloodlust. I've heard mixed reviews about it, even thought I saw it and I liked it. Its based off of Kikuchi's third book, Demon Deathchase, the book and the movie are quite different in some storyline parts. I'd be happy to discuss it further anytime. ^^ I really enjoy the books even though they're short reads and for a younger audience.

Oh, totally random... I had some Japanese food last night. I ordered something I didn't know what it was (something bold, which I never do... and a little stupid to do) at an authentic Japanese resturaunt. It was a type of Sashimi called Salmon Usuzukuri. Mind you, I didn't know what either was... sashimi or usuzukuri. It was completely raw fish... and lots of it, not like sushi where you get a tiny piece in the middle of a rice roll wrapped in seaweed... no, it was a pile of raw salmon with veggies and sauce. I actually can say that I liked it. It was "different" but actually quite tasty so I finished my plate. ^^ (I'm proud of myself for eating the whole thing without dying or falling over with a green face.)

I do remember Mellonamin is elvish for "my friend". I'm trying to remember which long message I wrote awhile back. I forget sometimes how much I write. I'm off now to get ready for a mini party with a few friends. I haven't been to a social event in quite sometime, so I hope that I enjoy it. I get to 'magically' learn how to cook (better) by this evening. *wince* Chicken + pasta + special ingedients + white wine = yummy dinner. ^^ Well, at least I hope its as good as the recipe sounds. Take care and I hope to talk to you more soon.

Quote by LordEndervonHellsingIndeed, I am back. I may not yet be as active as I was before, but in time, I will be back into my former glory ^^. What's up? I was gone quite a long time...

Good to hear ^_^

Yes, it's been quite awhile hasn't it? I'm in this Holocaust study group that has a 3 day trip to Washington to visit some museums in May. I'm really excited actually, but the classes I have to take to go are pretty intense. The graphic stuff is depressing. I went to Kenora, Ontario for the weekend too. I had a swim meet there, but I didn't do very well. I haven't been getting any faster for a very long time. But the thought of just quiting makes me feel guilty for some reason.

And how have you been?

I got some mail... mysterious that it didn't have a return address on it.
*thinks* Boy, the handwriting looks familiar... I wonder if its from someone I know...
Its from England... and looks like it might have some interesting things inside it....
*ponders if she should open it*
Thanks for the mail. I really appreciate it. Its so nice to have letters, much more personal that way. *hugs*

You're back ^_^

Check it: http://www.geneon-ent.co.jp/rondorobe/anime/hellsing/

...its finally here...
*sobs with undead joy*

Hope you come by and talk to me soon. ^^

merged: 04-04-2008 ~ 01:34pm
*pokes your guestbook*
It looked a little lonely here, so I stopped by to brighten it up.
...okay, well maybe I darkened it a little instead...^_^'

I forgot to send you a link to this Hellsing site earlier. You might already know of it, but they've got SCREENSHOTS!

http://mysite.verizon.net/respsqwo/crossroad/hellsing_ova_4_info.html